Call him.
No.
Why not?
I don't want him to think I'm sweating him.
Yall fucked.
Okay and?
Call him.
NO! He's acting different…. But it may be me expecting him to act different. I told him about my abstinence but I gave it to him because I thought we were clicking. I can't win for losing.
Call him.
What do I say? Why haven't you called me? I'll sound desperate.
Fuck that! Call him!
I can't. I thought he was different. We've known each other for years and damn it's been a year since I had sex, I was way past horny. We had deep conversations. I thought he knew where I was coming from. I think he might have a woman.
You think? Bitch, please!!!! His whole attitude changed when he got back from overseas. He got back home and hooked back up with her.
Well, I don't know. I could be jumping to conclusions.
Call him!!
No! I'll wait 'til he calls me and blow him off. Act as if I have something else going on.
That's stupid and childish.
I know. I'm getting to old for this shit. I give up! I'm through. I can't do this shit no more.
I've been through a long time ago. You're the one still holding on to finding this fairy tale bullshit.
Why can't I have my fairy tale ending?
There's no such thing. Do them like they do you.
Been there done that. I'm too old for this shit. I give up.
Fuck 'em and leave 'em.
I can't be like that anymore. I've removed my emotions one too many times. I want love, devotion, commitment. Is that too much to ask for?
Hell yeah!!! The one you're looking for doesn't exist.
I can't believe that. I'll die if I believe that.
We'll, I'll tell you this much, you have to do something different because what you're doing now is not working.
Tell me something I don't know.
Call him!!!
"Hello, can I speak to ____?"
4 comments:
Hey, just letting you know, I do check up on you.
The internal struggle is one WE ALL deal with.
I know we've been doing it for a minute.
I blame Disney on the fariy-tale ending. Yes it exists, but it doesn't happen in the course of 2 hrs, in a dark theatre with the smell of popcorn, and silent tears...
It WILL happen for you though...it will. I promise
Love you
OMG, thats exactly what its like in my head. Its starts out nice and just asking yourself to do it and then your thoughts just turn more negative and eventually you're like F*ck this!!
Why we make it soo much more bigger than it is?
its like we try to predict the end result before even initiating it.
JUST DO IT!!!
how did it go??
Sorry lady marvelous. I haven't checked my blog in a while. I called. He gave me the same ol lines men always give except this time I moved on
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