Call him.
No.
Why not?
I don't want him to think I'm sweating him.
Yall fucked.
Okay and?
Call him.
NO! He's acting different…. But it may be me expecting him to act different. I told him about my abstinence but I gave it to him because I thought we were clicking. I can't win for losing.
Call him.
What do I say? Why haven't you called me? I'll sound desperate.
Fuck that! Call him!
I can't. I thought he was different. We've known each other for years and damn it's been a year since I had sex, I was way past horny. We had deep conversations. I thought he knew where I was coming from. I think he might have a woman.
You think? Bitch, please!!!! His whole attitude changed when he got back from overseas. He got back home and hooked back up with her.
Well, I don't know. I could be jumping to conclusions.
Call him!!
No! I'll wait 'til he calls me and blow him off. Act as if I have something else going on.
That's stupid and childish.
I know. I'm getting to old for this shit. I give up! I'm through. I can't do this shit no more.
I've been through a long time ago. You're the one still holding on to finding this fairy tale bullshit.
Why can't I have my fairy tale ending?
There's no such thing. Do them like they do you.
Been there done that. I'm too old for this shit. I give up.
Fuck 'em and leave 'em.
I can't be like that anymore. I've removed my emotions one too many times. I want love, devotion, commitment. Is that too much to ask for?
Hell yeah!!! The one you're looking for doesn't exist.
I can't believe that. I'll die if I believe that.
We'll, I'll tell you this much, you have to do something different because what you're doing now is not working.
Tell me something I don't know.
Call him!!!
"Hello, can I speak to ____?"
